Falling apart inside, feeling like I want to rip my arms open.
It's how I feel ... I've fucked up again ... But that's nothing new ... Anything and everything to do with loving someone I always fuck up with
I can't just keep my mouth shut, can't just kill the hurt I feel ..
Why couldn't I just let him do his thing ... Because I love him .. and now he hates me ..
The collar given was wrong .. I could never be a slave .. I asked one thing of him ... Slaves don't have choices ..
I'm useless .. be aswell dead .. it's how I feel inside ..
