More about life

So here I am again telling all and anyone about me ..

Well medically if I was a horse I'd be shot ... I'm 43 and from the neck down I'm in shit loads of pain almost constantly!!

Ya see I have Fibromyalgia it's a wonderful condition that affects all of me, even my hair sometimes!! Something a simple as a hug can cause massive pain and yet other times I'm ok. I can go from walking no problem one minute to needing my stick in the space of a blink ... I can be happy and bubbly and then in agony and withdrawn the next. I sometimes feel like a have barbed wire in my veins and I I swear there is someone with a voodoo doll or me jumping up and down on me my muscles ache that much... And all this leads to my fatigue, walking about like I've not slept for well over a month.

So how do I deal with this .... Well I had been on painkillers .. ya know tramadol and celebrex but that was causing issues with work as I was even more tired with using them ... So I ditched the pharmacy meds for CBD .. it's took a while but what a difference .. my bad days are far less and stiffness in my body is an all time low... I would never go back to those pills now ... It also helps with the added pain of hypermobility, arthritis and crepatis ...

Crap I'm falling apart lol

My conditions used to run my life ... Even my Master said I actually have two Masters ... Him and my Fibro ... Don't get me wrong my CBD isn't a cure but it does far more for me than anything else out there ... My Fibro doesn't run my life as much now ... Even after sex I'd be in agony for at least three days ... Now I can handle it ... Now I want more all the time ... Oh yeah baby ... bring on the loving and let the sexual healing being 😂